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Jerry made it into WLC and did fine.  He got home around 4p.m.  Today he didn't have to report until 7:45a.m., but said he won't be home until at least 8p.m.  That's how it's going to be for a couple of weeks.  Well, 15 days to be exact. 

So I ran out the door to bible study since Jerry got home and since I was unprepared and such... it just didn't go well.  Reminded me alot of trying to attend Bible studies at Camby.  That's all I'm going to say about that.  Bad night. 

I'm sad because I thought that I had finally found a place where I fit in.  Where people do not feel like they either are perfect or at least have to prove to you that they are perfect.  The ArmyWives of PWOC do not have time for appearances.  They don't have time to judge you and tell you that you are not a Christian because they don't like something about you. 

Well... at least that's how I felt until this year.  Maybe it just that I'm serving on the Board and when you lead, you get criticized.  That might be it.  I'm not sure.  But its amazing to me how 1 change can make something I love turn into something I dread so quickly. 

I'm praying about what to do.  I made a commitment to do my job until the end of this year, so I will.  I may not go back to Tuesday night study, though.  There are 2 people there that make me too uncomfortable for words.  1 not on purpose... just because of who she is (or at least who her husband is).  The other did it on purpose and you could tell.  I really don't want to be around people like that.  I refuse to live around people like that again. 

Unfortunately... the world is full of them.  So, apparently, I will be buying that island off of Alaska and seceding from the United States a lot earlier than I originally planned.  ;)